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Sunday, June 17, 2007

Untuk Terakhir Kali

Suatu masa dulu...
kami pernah sama-sama mendengar putaran lagu Hurt nyanyian Christina Aguilera.
"awak, lagu ni kalau orang break up dengar mesti sedih gila. lagu ni paling sesuai dedicate kepada ex-lover"
aku pernah kata begini pada dia.
And now...
this is the moment where the HURT song suits me best.

i dedicate this song to you...

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
when it comes to this ...

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you


we're finally have reached an end.
peacefully with the love remains.
and me?
i lost interest in almost everything.

Our stories had just reached one sad ending.
The game of love was over.
we broke up.... past few hours .

Here comes our lesson in life.
We can neva against reality.
We've tried badly hard to stand strong but...
We can neva against reality.

I'm very sorry for everything i've done. Thank you for the loves yang sangat banyak until unconciously, semuanya unfair on ur side.
I have no comment.
We don't fight.
Dia tidak curang. Aku juga tidak curang.
We ended up the stories peacefully with the love remains.
Tak biasa tanpa dia.
Tak akan biasa.
Biar waktu membiasakan.
no comment.
aku sedih secara kritikal.

Nurul Haizum & Lim Chee Way ,
the end.

12 Congteng-conteng:

Blogger fara-D conteng...

xpe...walaupun aku dan dia tak aku ada... sentiasa ada...walau jauh ataupun dekat.
10:14 AM  
Blogger ChikaDior conteng...
aku sayang kat dia lagi.
tp apa nak buat.
aku yang decide.
kesian dia.

aku rindu dia...
10:17 AM  
Blogger Adian conteng...
wah akhirnye kebenaran diluahkan di penghujung jalan... tragis sungguh. hmm.. maybe ini yg terbaik utk kalian bdua. who knows kan.
10:38 AM  
Blogger ChikaDior conteng...
aku pon harap ini yg terbaik. tp sedih sgt la. bcoz the feelings remain.
10:41 AM  
Blogger fara-D conteng...
sayang tak semestinya bersama....kan...

xpe...bertenang ya...
4:54 PM  
Blogger Nashrex conteng...
xtau laa fulak..

kamu masih ada kawan2..
9:38 PM  
Blogger ChikaDior conteng...
farah - u're rite. tp terbiasa bersama...

nash - siapapon dia, he meant a lot to me.
11:10 PM  
Blogger Adian conteng...
hmm pas ni camne ek. maklumla ni first time couple breakup dlm studio ni.
12:07 AM  
Blogger ChikaDior conteng...
aku pon rasa takot nk back to campus. rasa lain pulak. rasa serba tak kena. rasa tak sanggop. semua rasa lah jgn kecoh2kn. buat relax je...
12:15 AM  
Blogger haziQah conteng...
owh..mmg lagu hurt mmg ssuai utk org yg HURT
tapi jgn lyn sgt cos nnti jiwa lagi merana..adeyh..
10:21 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous conteng...
ceeda::tapi awat hang mcm tak sedey jer nurul???nurul nape ni??kamon lah...
ermm..tapi mcm ko pernah ckp kat aku,,sume org bleh kata apa jer..kan..tapi hnya ko yg strong keyh..aku pasti takkan kecoh2..hehe...

a'ai said:::the feeling that remains is always be a wonderful thing to u, as it always be wit me..u said u r not strong, but i know u can, juz like b4..
4:52 PM  
Blogger ChikaDior conteng...
Ceeda and A'ai - aaaa... terharunya aku dgn kehadiran korang. sgt terharu. aku sedih sebenarnya. but .. life is not all bout loving somebody. kdg2 aku rasa strong, kdg2 rasa tak. kdg2 aku plain. sekarang ni, aku bukan rasa sengasar atau tak hepi. tp aku lebih kpd rasa plain...
8:42 PM  

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